Thank you @bleujay that really does mean a lot.
I appreciate the motivation and the kind words. If anything my situation has been humbling and it has kept me on my knees, but the upside is that it's a good position to pray from 🙏
Thank you for your kind reply @breezin
Just in case you are in the market for a Pastor who teaches from the original languages of Greek and Hebrew...there is one whose ministry can be found streaming here as well as other means of communication. He is not your regular Pastor/Teacher...thank goodness..he teaches from the Word. What does the Bible say...He answers that query.
https://www.rbthieme.org/samplerecordings.html
Thinking of you, your parents and your situ. Kind Regards, Bleujay