I know you are doing it right, the city certainly seems to spark your creative self. That is so important. I also know that you are connected to nature. nature is present everywhere, especially inside of us, if you feel this, then it doesn't matter where you are. That connection is strongest within ourselves,
I do enjoy visiting cities, but I couldn't live in one again. But so grateful that I got to live in London on and off for 8 years, It's a huge part of who i am and also really helped me connect to remember who I was.

I hear you on the overemphasizing of pronouns and genders. It's just another way to divide people, to complicate life. We are all human, can we just leave it at that.
Love to you @selfhelp4trolls xxxx