Hola Hiver's, I'm back again . And I want to share my NSTP day again as a first year college students. Well I know some of you know what's NSTP means and all I can say that I kinda like this subject due to the fact that it's all about cleaning but a half of me didn't agree, cause all the first year students will going to have a clean up drive here in Baranggay Poblacion in Tabogon. Then how big this Baranggay is, but we don't worry cause the official of the Baranggay prepare some snacks for us, HAHAHAHHA kidding.
Our instructors told us that every course needed to cooperate our clean up drive. And every course have also the assign area where they were going to clean. All the BEED students together with the BTLED where assign at the from of Central School near the gym of Poblacion. While the HM students are assign to the shore area.
From 8:00 am to 9:00 am we already done cleaning and the official of Baranggay called us to have some snacks. We take our attendance first and then go to the line where the official give the snacks. Will, our instructors told us that we don't need to expect that the snacks will be givin to everyone due to were so many, they say that maybe we can bring our own snacks just incase. But the snacks were fine and it have some extra also.
We left at the gym and decide to sit outside due to a very hot climate inside. While eating, me and my colleagues are talking about where are we going after our NSTP class, but instead of going somewhere I told them that I'm going home directly, but inside of me I have a plan to go at paseo alone cause I need some and also quite place. I love having someone with me but now I prefer being alone.
Our instructors announce that our NSTP was done and we can go home or take our lunch since the time are already 11:00 am. I didn't bring my lunch cause at the first place I didn't place to came here at the paseo but instead of going home directly I just take a moment to came here alone. It's a perfect timing cause there's no one around and if there is maybe one or two people you've been seen here.
I buy some snacks for my self and just observing the place. I like quiet place because it makes me think more about how to resolve my problem, how to overcome it, how to manage, and also how to make a right decision only for giving time for myself. In a quiet place your heart starts to feel usual, like not heavy at all. And I know you all too. Every time I'm alone I always think my circle of friends before, I recall every bond we've made but maybe soon we can get along again, I manifest that.
This day are not only a simple day, because we help our community through clean up drive and also we get a new lesson in every lesson that our instructors teach us. Giving time to our selves are not that hard to get, I didn't recommend that you need to give yourself a time even if you're on your work or something but I say that in your vacant time, try to give that time to yourself and think about those things that bother you and then try to think also a solution on how you can come up with that. Will, I realize now that not all the time you need someone to be with you,because if we are with them we become being dependent and can't act according to our wants cause you always consider their decision over than yours. But if I'm with my friends before, I accept that I always dependent if I'm with them, not in decision-making but the way I act around them.
