I kind of feel sad reading this but I totally understand from a broader pov. Being a goal oriented person myself, it's a tight rope walk between relentlessly going after a goal and not feeling much of yourself in the process. I think when the latter gets more pronounced, it defeats the purpose of the former and making changes is necessary in that regard.

I'm also part of the camp of people who always look forward to Weekly post through Adrian's Lenses, it was how I keep up on what's happening around the ecosystem.

I'll still look forward to your other posts no matter how sparse they get as there's always something I can learn from them, I hope this new arrangement work wells for you and gives you the ability to do what you enjoy and find fulfilling :)