I have had experiences that I can remember since I was two years old. My dream state has always shown me many past lives and many alternate dimensional ones too. It is amazing how much we can see, feel, and hear when we quiet the mind and are open to any possibility. I am finding that life is getting more and more interesting as I discover more about myself. Life is awesome! Even when you said the future remains unknown and full of uncertainty says to me that you are open to many new adventures and are not stuck in a rut, so to speak. You will be just fine whatever you create for yourself. Peace and love to you. ♥