Hello @bluemoon, thanks for reading my post till the end. Yeah, the idiot thing was a joke and also a test to see who's reading my post till the end so you made it till the end.

I am amazed by your perseverance and discipline; I have never met anyone like you.

Thanks for the nice compliment, but I'm just like anyone else and there's plenty of room for improvement. Unfortunately I have tried many times, have failed many times, but I refuse to give up. The only choice I have is to continue and succeed.

I think you will succeed in everything you set out to do, but I wonder, because you have to give up so much, is it worth it?

If is succeed, then yes, it worth it. If I don't succeed, then it has been a huge waste of time, this is why I have to take it seriously. Other have done it, so why can't I?

I understand you are cutting sleep time to gain more time, but I don't think it's a good idea as it can backfire easily. There should be a healthy balance between sleep tine and time spent awake.

Anyway, thanks for the nice comment and wishing you Happy Easter! Enjoy the holidays with your family and loved ones!